You broke my heart,
shattered it into million pieces,
pieces that I am not sure I will ever be able,
or willing,
to put back into a marvelous story I hoped for us,
hoped from the moment I met you.
It just...
I would say hurt,
but it is not that...
It feels so...
Empty,
empty without my dreams,
the dreams I used to dream for us.
Empty without the hope,
the hope I used to feel dancing in my heart
whenever I heard your voice
or saw your face...
Just empty.
I am not sure I will ever be able to forgive myself,
forgive for giving you such power over me,
and my dreams.